I‘ve spent the last hour or so mulling over the various ways I could open this post. I could go with something witty, maybe crack a joke about the impulsive nature of writing. Or, I could keep it short and simple, leave the reader with an air of mystery. But, in the end, I decided it’s best to just come out and say it:
I’m back.
After roughly a year’s absence, Ekonoline has returned from the dead, ready to spew forth my thoughts, feelings, rants, and essays. The urge, the need to write has returned. Nils once said that I seemed the sort of person who must get his thoughts out into the world. I’d say he hit the nail on the head.
Where did I disappear to? The short answer is that I simply burned out. Crushed under the load of classes, work, personal relationships, and other interests, I simply had no desire to write, develop Ekonoline, or participate in online communities. As a result, April 2007 saw me pulling out of many of my commitments. I stopped writing for Torontoist, left 9rules, left my position as a moderator at UER, and took Ekonoline down altogether. I made a number of tough decisions regarding my life and the direction I was taking, including the decision to stop doing freelance web development work, and focused on making myself happy. In the end, the break was exactly what I needed.
In the time that has followed, many things have changed. I’ve grown as a person. Old friends have moved on, while new ones have become a part of my life. I’m working toward finishing my post-secondary studies and deciding where the next 365 days will lead. I’m at a turning point.
I can’t promise my entries will always be thrilling, and I’m still putting the finishing touches on the new site, but I can say one thing for certain:
It’s good to be back.